Life is full of ups and downs. I really hate it when I feel so helpless and neither could I decide my own fate. Though I have not ask her yet but deep down I'm already expecting for the worst. Probably I'm avoiding reality but seriously I don't want to feel disapponted by the truth/fact. I just hope a miracle will happen. I feel so miserable to be bothered by it and I can't solve it. I don't like such feeling!
