hmm... seeing my colleagues/frds leaving this place, kinda sad though but frankly speaking i'm abit numb to this already! i've been here for more than 3yrs already and seeing ppl come & go..
sometimes ppl will ask me how come i'm still here and why not looking for job when there's no benefits given. i would ask myself..i guess my explanation will be - i'm too used to this place already and scared i would not be able to find a job that i'm satisfied wif. furthermore i have too many things to pay for and i ever experienced financial difficulty when i'm jobless. i wouldnt wan to have that kind of torture again..i'm waiting for the day when i cannot tolerate my job here!